"For over 3 years you have been there admiring her and now she doesn't have that any longer. Could be that she feels bad or it could be that she misses having you there wanting her. You may never know.
As for the texts. Don't reply. Easier…"
"1. Get off your own case--you've already established that you've made some mistakes, and now something's got to change...beating up on yourself now is a waste of time. I'm not going to ridicule you, and you need to stop…"
"I agree fully with @ Paul_of_TX , my ex wife of 18 years did the exact same thing to me and stupid me replied to the texts and I can tell you all it does is drag out the pain . Just find something to distract your mind , make it fun and just like a…"
"I always have an umbrella in my car , I buy the bigger ones from a golf shop they have a nice sleeve to keep them neat and when I do use it you can share it with someone walking in the same direction " that could not be any manlier ""