I have worked in restaurants, and in landscaping. Thinking of going to school.I come from a typical middle class family, had a somewhat stressful childhood.More into personal activities instead of…Continue
I have avoided people for 30+ years. They either prejudge me or lie to me (family, friends, strangers). Because of being hurt so much, i have become a recluse, never going out and i quit dating.
I have been called distant and cold. Its because of the mostly negative encounters i have had with others.
So, how does one function when they cant make a connection with anyone?
I remember the kids I hung out with in HS, they were mostly the outsiders, kids from broken homes. A few friends were metalheads.
Now, its so much harder to make friends for various reason, the biggest might be because everyone is busy with family. But I have noticed when I join a club (I signed up for a few groups online), there is this weird tension. Its not just the kind that comes from unfamiliar surroundings.
Maybe I am reading into things or its real and if so,…Continue