"Yep, masturbation is something different from interpersonal sex, and viewing porn where persons are freely doing on camera what they want to do is fine with me. Sharing a woman with another man (which can include double penetration) is…"
"Sorry I should clarify , I have put a few millimetres and even a centimetre here and there but visually there is no difference so I will not be posting an update pic just yet .
Thanks for taking an interest and the support ."
"Burn the letter don't send it. It just starts the cycle again. She'll think you want her to help process those feelings and as a extension will try to keep contacting you. . . which you seem to not want because of the emotional swings.